Ive been called and told a lot of things (emo, fag, homo, go kill yourself, worthless, useless, waste of space). People are always wondering how i manage to still smile. Honestly, its fake. Ill smile on the outside, yet on the inside im dying. I have problems i have to deal with. Anorexia, depression, trust issues, paranoia, and a fear of being alone. I currently am facing a new problem…its more like an addiction. Cutting, Self-Harm, Self-Mutilation, whatever you call it, its still an addiction. Its hard to stop. Sometimes i just wish i could end it all.